Saturday, 25 January 2014

Romeo & Juliet .... Japanese style

(an update about all this) ​(...follow the white rabbitfollow the white rabbit...

Preface


About three years ago I made the promise to my husband that I would not spend any more time on analyzing Candy Candy story - what he calls a complete “waste of my time”- we came to the agreement that he will let me finish and publish my work on Anohito - Candy Candy Final Story untangled and once I was done with it, I will move-on into some more productive “hobby”.   


Yet, here I am again, three years later (not only breaking a promise to my husband, hehehe) but also about to acknowledge that I was wrong about my set thinking: it took me (the woopy amount of) 30 years to come to the chilly conclusion that ALL I ever thought I knew about Candy Candy was wrong!


This is not going to be your average Candy Candy argument about daffodils, Scottish tartans, roses, Avon river, Ano hito, Chicago or New York. I am not even going to talk about Shakespeare - (Romeo and Juliet without Shakespeare?) however the following work is one of the hardest essays I have ever try to put together, the more I get into this subject the more things I keep on finding, but I know I have to stop at some point: I have been working on this project (in and out) for over two years and more than an analysis I should call it “my attempt to explain Candy Candy in its natural Japanese context, under a Shintoism/Buddhism background” or ”westerners guide to understand Candy Candy”.


The following content shouldn't be taken as a spoiler either, but more of a killer - in the same way that once you read about Spirited Away’s secret meaning kills the movie for you, or my neighbor totoro’s conspiracy theory and you will never want to see these “beautiful movies” with your children again.
I can summarize (in a very long detailed text) most of my finding, I can explain to you Candy Candy as no one has ever explained it to you, but in order to do that, (you have to understand) that I am going to “kill” every single (sweet) memory you hold dear (in the manga or in the anime). I am going to trash everything you think you know about Candy Candy (I am even going to trash everything you think you know about Romeo and Juliet). At the end of the reading you can still decide if you believe it or not, but I assure you, that you will never see Candy Candy (or Romeo and Juliet) in the same way. You will start seeing things that you are not supposed to see - which by the way some are not really nice  -(there are creepy Japanese ghost, spooks, racism, mummies or sex among other strong content, but in return you would also learn about the most beautiful love story written on the stars which is also well known to every girl in Asia… - I hope you are above 18 or at least 16 years old).


  • So, if you are happy with the way you understand Candy Candy (with tartan, roses and Scotland) then I suggest you not to read any further.
  • If you strongly believe that your country, culture, flag, language or faith/religion are really superior to any other one, then, I politely ask you to leave (this reading is not for you).
  • If you are a hardcore pro-Terry fan (sent here by an Albert fan) I also suggest you not to read any more, it is not worth it for your side.
  • If you are highly sensitive, easily startle, or under age (less than 16 years), please let another adult to check the content before to decide whether the following reading is (or not) suitable for you.


On the other hand, if you have:
  • read the manga,
  • or tons of essays about Candy Candy
  • or translated sections of CC Final Story,
  • or watched the anime...
and yet, things do not match up and you still have more questions than answers - then, this is the place for you to start - I expect you to be an adult with an open mind, willing to learn about other culture (Japan) and able to respect other holy faiths (Buddhism, Shinto, Shugendo) and the people who practice them:




  • Do you want to know why Eliza’s hair is pink in the anime? Or about Archie’s hair, and why doesn't he look like his “brother” Stear?
  • Why is Candy wearing a specific hairstyle? why is she often wearing red? why is she surrounded by water... or by flowers?
  • Why is that George has a strange “French” nose and which meaning does it hold for a Japanese?
  • Do you want to see the flesh and body that inspired Albert’s character? or any other one? do you want to know why they all look “divine”? or do you want to know the real reason why Susana gives you the creeps? Have you ever been disgusted by Annie and yet, you don’t know exactly why?
  • Do you want to know what the “Ardlay” medallion really means to a Japanese?
  • Would you like to walk in “Lakewood”? or perhaps visit the “cottage in the forest”? or it is your dream to see the castle that inspired the Grandchester residence in Scotland?
  • Would you like to study some international course in the grounds of “St. Paul’s school”?
  • Why is that the anime seems so “different” from the manga, yet in principle are the same, or why do we dare to label the Korean and the Indonesian movies version as “crazy” - when in fact in Asia, Candy Candy is an open secret?
If you have any (or all) or even more questions you should start here, my work might not be able to answer everything you always wanted to know, but it will give you the tools and tips on how to find out by yourself.


So, what is it going to be? you should take some minutes to think about your choice (or watch the Morpheus test - (from the matrix) this is your last chance because after this there is not turning back...


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"You take the blue pill, the story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe.

You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

Remember… all I am offering you is the true. Nothing else."

Wednesday, 4 December 2013

I had a break... I had a kitkat

or why have I downgraded from android kitkat to jellybean?

for a week my nexus10 tablet has been requested to upgrade android 4.3.x (jellybean) to android 4.4 (Kitkat)

in my search for bad reviews or glitches on the operating system I only came across to "An only slightly better Android" headline, so ...yesterday finally i accepted,  yes I did it!!! "I taste of the future" I've read.. all seemed so perfectly smooth... 

24 hours later here is why I am back in jellybean...

my mayor issue is the language option for multiple users. Bravo for the latest android operating systems that allows several users in a devise, but,  what's the point if with the update you cannot customize accounts?... with Jellybean I have two users accounts set in different languages (spanish & english), with kitkat I can have multiple users ALL IN THE SAME LANGUAGE)







my second mayor issue, i liked the pc layout keyboard. once i learned about it never used the standar default android keyword. ok, so what's with the update... no no no. i set the english pc keyboard again and again and again... everytime you turn off the device the preferences for the keyboard are lost... and i have to search and update the keyboard individually in each account... sorry but this is a terryble foult, at least to me... I notified android about this glitches, but in the meantime I wait for an update, I Know I won't have a break, eat a kitkat ... jelly anyone? 



Thursday, 14 November 2013

google you are pissing me off

░░███████ ]▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ Bob is building an army. 
▂▄▅█████████▅▄▃▂ ☻/ This tank & Bob are against Google+ 
Il███████████████████]. /▌ Copy and Paste this all over 
◥⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙◤.. / \ Youtube if you are with us

Friday, 1 November 2013

a cold chill

For some time now, I have been thinking about writing on my experience as an expat. "el pais"  is running a special section about the new wave of emigration escaping the job crisis, that settled in Spain during this last economic recession. After 20 years leaving abroad and 4 European countries I definitely have something (or a lot) to say about this.

But today, a headline let me alone in the dark, a fear, a cold chill invaded me;

Twelve days without trace of the missing Basque engineer, Egiluz Hodei in Antwerp

http://politica.elpais.com/politica/2013/10/31/actualidad/1383240441_855468.html
http://www.gva.be/regio-antwerpen-stad/antwerpen/verdachte-opgepakt-in-vermissingszaak-hodei.aspx

it could be anyone of us; Alex, David, Pedro, Marta, Maria, Luis, Santi, Oscar, Amos, Mireia, Delia...




Wednesday, 25 September 2013

Saturday, 24 August 2013

Colours

http://www.webpagefx.com/blog/web-design/psychology-of-color-infographic/

Friday, 29 March 2013

way tooooooooo many adddddddsss

tired, tired and tired... i don't even know how to express my frustration... i am becoming an old cranky internet user who loved the way things were before, i am conservative and nostalgic at how surfing the web was 10 years ago .. it was slow, but it was faster in the way when you wanted something it was there in front of you ... no roundabouts 

try to watch videos lately in youtube... forget about using the playlist (i made one for my kids, with toddlers cartoons and all they see are adds (not even kids related) what does a 3 year old needs to see a car ad or the new paramount movie or a finance advice for?)

try to read news in the bbc online and all you watch is a pre-advertisement - sometimes the new's clip doesn't even play... 

i am frustrated... i lone for my internet... the way it was ... i was searching for youtube alternatives, but all alternatives had commercials ... and i don't mean the banners or the flash adds or the click-in.. .i am talking about the pre-commercials running before the clip - sometimes the add will be longer than the content in the video... sometimes you only need to scan if this is the video you want to see, (but first you have to swallow the commercial to jump to an other video/commercial in the search for content). videos on the internet have now more commercials than TV ... ENOUGH ... i worked in marketing, i did online advertisement, i created banners, adds and pre-commercials campaigns ... and i also say ENOUGH! THIS IS JUST UNBEARABLE ... companies are killing the joy of surfing, searching,  learning... surfing is becoming a horrible slow cluttered  experience 

I also searched for some plug-ins to download... but those also seem to fail after a while and companies learn a way to delete them or block them... so here is probably the best solution... is writing code in your own computer - my search got me to a post that had this link  
http://www.lolloland.com/2012/12/12/technote-how-to-remove-video-ads-youtube/#sthash.hCaboEwX.mOuRA3aj.dpbs

just in case this link also gets deleted in a near future, I copied the instructions from  LollOLand original post 



How to do it (I assume you have a Windows machine, if not, find the HOSTS file on your system):
Start Menu -> Accessories -> right click on “Command prompt” -> click on “Run as administrator“. A black window will open. If you have a Windows XP pc, simply open a commad prompt window;
cut and paste in the command window this string “notepad c:\Windows\System32\drivers\etc\hosts” (then press “enter” key);
notepad will open, then put those lines at the end of file
127.0.0.1 s0.2mdn.net
127.0.0.1 s1.2mdn.net
127.0.0.1 googleads.g.doubleclick.net
You should see something like the picture;
close notepad saving the file;
in the command window run this command ipconfig /flushdns (“enter“!) to flush DNS cache of your PC;
close the command window.
Try to navigate Youtube, now you shouldn’t see any Video ADS before your preferred videos.
NOTE: Thank you to Lorenz for troubleshooting and comments.





if you want to make comments, please visti LollOLand's original post


i am dreaming of a clean internet just like the way I used to know... 

Wednesday, 9 January 2013

FLAT WALL BOOKSHELVES

And an other DIY project for the kids bedroom... 



this one inspired (plans included from Ana-White) - if you still don't know who Ana White is... check out her site; IT IS BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING and above all INSPIRING - I first came across  Ana's site, 2 years ago when I was searching about DIY bunk-beds - she didn't had a design that would fit the kid's room (so I am making my own one)... but she has so many other ideas and plans, that I keep going back to her site ... next one on my list (also from Ana's plans) is a Mood-room or entrance storage cabinet  (but that's for next time...) 


A while back I realized that with the new layout for the room we'll end up with a "death corner", in the other hand we also need it more kid's friendly shelves (where the children could reach for the books by themselves). This is when I started to think that a flat wall shelving unit would be the perfect solution. My husband and I waited to the last week of the year to build it. It took over 2 days to complete; as before, (we recently find out our local DIY store pre-cuts the wood free of charge :-) so here is an other plus to easily customize our home furniture) in this case we used MDF 12mm, but first we adjusted Ana's original plans to better fit our needs. 






Even when most of the board was pre-cutted, my husband still had to do some work, like hand-saw the round indents and other bits and pieces. 
Our flat wall shelving unit comes to 170cm long, 80cm wide and 20cm thick (the distance between shelve is 40cm, I need more space than the original designed plan as some of the books we own are already 32cm long) 


Then, it was a matter of sanding, nailed together with the stapler's gun, and painted the following day (as it was getting dark by now)- I painted in a light cream green colour as the opposite wall





Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Stairs Renovation

You might remember I mentioned a while back (ok, almost a year ago) I would do a renovation on our home staircase... I promised I will post images before and after renovation; well it's been almost 4 month since my husband finished the MEGA-HARD-WORK.. I keep telling him this is the best renovation job he has done in the house ever (yes, this is what happens If I leave my husband alone for one month in the house meanwhile I was in Spain with the kids during the summer holidays... he went nuts and started scrapping, polishing and painting ... this is the before, during and after (& now present);

before renovation
before renovation
before renovation



during renovation
during renovation
during renovation



now
now
now


I am so happy to have an accomplished man that can tackle any tough job. I am so proud of you, thanks hubby!